Monday, November 28, 2005

i can't stand mondays!

came in second in the london tournament..not to bad for missing our top scorer..and losing 4 players in the first game...


oh well..can't win them all..

Thursday, November 24, 2005

news flash:
www.waiting-for-tomorrow.blogspot.com is missing and cannot be found

if you have any information on the where abouts of it, please notify brent or call 1-800-crap
because this is crap...basically..

so anyways..enough with the drama

i was watching daddy day-care (movie for all you who don't know) and i find it striking the fact that charlie hinton (eddie murphy) doesn't even know his own kid...he's to busy at work..doing whatever to even pay attention to his son..

it's kinda like how things work these days

we're all to busy and rushed to just stop and think things out...to figure them out and solve our problems...

so just stop and smell the flowers..please..for your own sake...

breathe a breath of fresh air..it'll make you feel better...



i know of a land
with crystal waters
and golden sand
where time is only
a thing of the past
falling down
there is none
do not drown
save yourself
from the grave
broken glass
paints your name
sidewalk chalk
in all but red
color the sky
colorless they die
hanging overedge
praying
tied hands
behind your back
railroad tracks
foggy woods
snow falls
with the gun
pointed to your heart
but there's
no need to
shoot
your already broken
but you'd be
better off
dead
is there really
a point
dear God
you want to be saved
the jet plane flys
the sky cries
for the return
of You
am i hearing voices...or is that just the telephone?
talk to me...

Sunday, November 20, 2005

i knew there were two t's

have you ever done something that you hadn't realized you did?
have you ever wished for something you couln't have?
my wish list: i wish for...
  • a good nights sleep
  • a reason to love
  • a person to love
  • a sercurity to keep
  • a time to share
  • a new way of life
  • a inexpensive need to stop
  • a piece of evidence
  • a peaceful community
  • a reason for this to end

the violence in the greater toronto area is growing. eariler today i hear of the 68th homicide this year. not only that but why? people are buying guns not for protection but because they think its cool or because everyone else is buying them.

a shooting last night in a church. how sick are these people! first off killing and then coming in the house of God and open firing on the people there. sick and wrong.

at the argo game today..a donation was made to stop the violence in toronto. over $55 thousand dollars to stop the pain and suffering. but its never going to stop. no matter how much money is donated..whats it gonna do?..here have some money to buy more guns and kill more people!

just thought i'd say that

and by the way..how am i involved?

Monday, November 14, 2005

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately...and i have found something out...
im
a
jerk

i havent been myself...don't ask me why...
cause i dont even know...
it feels weird...
you think you know someone...but then...they go and do something totally unexpected..
you feel like an idiot for not realizing earlier and you wish that you could turn back time and change the past. but thats not possible..its impossible...sometimes things just dont go your way...people act in the way that was totally unexpected
thats what ive been feeling
its like someone elses
lifestyle
it just doesnt work for me
i have to stop what ive been doing
and if anyone
can tell me
what it is
that would be appreciated
music makes me think
last night was the worst night of my life...since i was 7...but thats another story
3 hours really does absolutly nothing for you
sleep comes with time...which i ran out of...
but now i think i could use some sleep....
not that i'll fall asleep for another 6 hours...
but thats expected
so
for
now
i
think
i'll
shutup

Perhaps - Greg Sczebel

Seems like I'm the only one who understands
Where I'm coming from - maybe I'm wrong
I crawl beneath a moonless sky
Trying to connect the hurt with why
And the tears don't cease to come
So I give it one more shot, I cast my final lot
God, maybe You can understand
What I'm going through

Have You ever hurt so bad before
You could not feel the floor beneath Your feet?
And have you ever cried so long
The tide swept You away like a song that was bittersweet?
Do You understand, do You think You can relate?
Maybe this reminds You of another time or place
Perhaps Gethsemane

I could have sworn, as I lay warm in my bed
I could hear Your heart break for me
And You did not hesitate to take this pain away
You throw Your arms around me like a robe
Hold me close to let me know I'm not alone anymore
And You tell it like it is, like it was yesterday
And I just can't believe my ears as I hear You say...

Do you think that I'd forget
The kiss of death that was left on My face?
Do you think I did not hear the people mock
The soldiers sneer on that day?
Do you think that I don't cry
When the very world for which I died
Just tries to wipe My name from history?
Child, it reminds Me of Gethsemane

Do you think that I'm immune
To the pain you put Me through
When you close your heart and walk away
And disregard the price I paid?
Do you think that I didn't cry all day?

You see you're not the only one
Who understands where you're coming from
I've been there all along

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Monorail

Lyle Lanley: Well, sir, there's nothing on earth
Like a genuine,Bona fide,Electrified,Six-car
Monorail!
What'd I say?
Ned Flanders: Monorail!
Lyle Lanley: What's it called?
Patty+Selma: Monorail!
Lyle Lanley: That's right! Monorail!
[crowd chants `Monorail' softly and rhythmically]
Miss Hoover: I hear those things are awfully loud...
Lyle Lanley: It glides as softly as a cloud.
Apu: Is there a chance the track could bend?
Lyle Lanley: Not on your life, my Hindu friend.
Barney: What about us brain-dead slobs?
Lyle Lanley: You'll be given cushy jobs.
Abe: Were you sent here by the devil?
Lyle Lanley: No, good sir, I'm on the level.
Wiggum: The ring came off my pudding can.
Lyle Lanley: Take my pen knife, my good man.
I swear it's Springfield's only choice...Throw up your hands and raise your voice!
All: Monorail!
Lyle Lanley: What's it called?
All: Monorail!
Lyle Lanley: Once again...
All: Monorail!
Marge: But Main Street's still all cracked and broken...
Bart: Sorry, Mom, the mob has spoken!
All: Monorail!
Monorail!
Monorail!
[big finish]
Monorail!
Homer: Mono... D'oh!

Monday, October 17, 2005

when will it come...

now
you wish
later
you knew
sometime
was then
somewhere
is out there
tomorrow
will never come
people
will always die
people
will never really die
you
will always
be
with me
today
came yesterday
yesterday
is gone
goodbye
is all they say

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

about that...

so today was the first day of the rest of my life
its been strange
that life of mine
thanksgiving was this past weekend
and yes
i love turkey
strange
no i dont think so
there are others like me
i think
i hope
cause then i would be alone
all alone
and that would just suck
but anyways
fall is upon us
and we all know that coming the end of this month
october that is
the leaves will be gone
as will the nice weather we've been having
which is somewhere
i dont know where
then winter will be upon us
the cold
the snow
the ice
the hockey
the hot chocolate
the skiing
and best of all
christmas
but thats still yet to come
as for now
i will remain here
yet still wondering
i remain truly yours
me

Saturday, October 01, 2005

friends are those rare people
who ask how we are
and then wait to hear the answer.

Monday, September 19, 2005

so what's the speed of dark?

Saturday, September 10, 2005

no more mistakes...life will carry on without you...they know that what could have been will now never be...



please be with them.....

Friday, September 09, 2005

Our greatest battles are that with our own minds.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Stare Straight Into The Sun - Thrice

I sit here clutching useless lists
Keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls

Tear into the history
Show me what it means to me
In this world yah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
Until I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
Study saints and scholars both
But no perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
yah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind

I know that there's a point I missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like

I'm due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind x2

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

This Time

I’m sure
Of yourself
You stand here righted now
We trouble lead you there

Last time
You fell and you hit hard
Your wounds have healed by now,
but you still see your scars, yeah.

But it’s not
The way it used to be right now
You’ve come so far
To just let this go, my friend.

Don’t go
out the

[Chorus]
Same way
you did the last time
You’ll break
When you fall on me
The same mistakes
You did all over
You got to believe in yourself

This time.

Live on
Live it up today
This life’s you cup
So drink it up, I say, yeah.

Say it’s mine!
So give it all up to me now.
And walk that line
Don’t let this go my friend.

Don’t go
out the

[Chorus]

This time,
This time...

Life’s your cup (x2)
Drink it up.

Life’s your cup, yeah
Life’s your cup, ooooo
[Chorus](x2)

This time...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

The Homer Simpson Song (to the tune of The Flinstones)

Homer, Homer Simpson
he's the greatest guy in history
from the town of springfield
he's about to hit a chestnut tree

Hang him
from the chandelier
so that
he can't get all his duff beer

Homer, Homer Simpson
he's the dumbest guy in history
can't add 2+2 because
he's had a major surgery

Rudolf's Gun

Rudolf the rednose raindeer
had a very shiny gun
and if you ever saw him
you would turn around and run

All of the other raindeer
used to laugh and call him names
but then that mister rudolf
started playing his own little games

Then one stormy christmas eve
santa came to say
"rudolf with your gun so bright,
"won't you kill my wife tonight?"

Then everybody loved him
because mrs. clause was dead
and they raided her cookie jar
before they all went to bed

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

now is the time

now is the time..to write something new
havent said a thing
for and hour or two
now is the time

now is the time...to explain to you
what i should have said before
the things you thought were true
now is the time

i shouldnt have done what i did
it was all a big mistake
but now i know that its all over
all these stupid things







i made this up while i was watching tv..on the spot..yes it sucks...kinda random..but oh well

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Colorblind

tara this is for you..haha lol..and everyone else out there...if there is anyone else..

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Greenday

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Chorus

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Repeat Chorus

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Fourteen years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.[x3]

Monday, May 30, 2005

sometimes when you love someone...you have to learn to let them go