it's quiz time...



http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=127931&first=yes


get your personality checked...

don't you think it's great to get things for less?

maybe how about we don't worry about that and think about those who don't get anything at this time of year or hardly ever..

first day of freedom..

feels good doesn't it..aside from the sharp pain deep inside...
i don't know what it is..it could be many things..lonliness..sadness..madness..any other emotion..
but there's one that i know for sure its not..freedom



why dear God?

santa clause is coming to town
tis' the season to be jolly
ruldolf the rednose reindeer
jingle bells, jingle bells
away in a manger

isn't christmas time wonderful?

tis' better to give than to receive

i give you my love..and hope you receive it with care

i hope to live for the new year..

i hope to live for a long time

candycanes and sugarplums

snowfalls slowly on the ground..

makes me want to skate

i think i will



bye

guitar strings broken
out of tune
as the dust settles

here are 2+1 questions i have for you:

1. Ask yourself: Why am I the way I am?

....and don't give me some obvious answer that everyone would say.."because that's the way i am"...seriously..come on people

2. Ask yourself: Is this what I really want?

....i don't know it's your answer....

3. Ask yourself: Is this who I really am?

....is this me, or am I cheating myself out of someone or something I'm not...

and out of curiosity...

what is the flight speed of a swallow?

"If toast always lands butter-side down, and cats always land on their feet, what happens if you strap toast on the back of a cat and drop it?"

funny thing there..

oh and by the way

"It doesn't matter what temperature the room is; it's always room temperature"

too true..



now about things...
things are:

accidental

beautiful

crappy

dishonest

effective

fun

good

honky dory (my mom just said that...i am no longer talking to her)

intelligent

joyous

kinky

lovely

mutinous

new

opaque

precious

quirky

religous

stupid

truthful

useless

vicious

wonderful

x...im lost for this one

yucky

zippy

those things are..causing multiple lacerations

minus the multiple

but keep the lacerations

not all bad though

just lacerations

i love these things im in

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me

See the market place in old Algier
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when your dream appears
You belong to me

And I’ll be so alone without you
Maybe you’ll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me

And I’ll be so alone without you
Maybe you’ll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me




what am i saying here...oh wait thats not me...

i can't stand mondays!

came in second in the london tournament..not to bad for missing our top scorer..and losing 4 players in the first game...


oh well..can't win them all..

news flash:
www.waiting-for-tomorrow.blogspot.com is missing and cannot be found

if you have any information on the where abouts of it, please notify brent or call 1-800-crap
because this is crap...basically..

so anyways..enough with the drama

i was watching daddy day-care (movie for all you who don't know) and i find it striking the fact that charlie hinton (eddie murphy) doesn't even know his own kid...he's to busy at work..doing whatever to even pay attention to his son..

it's kinda like how things work these days

we're all to busy and rushed to just stop and think things out...to figure them out and solve our problems...

so just stop and smell the flowers..please..for your own sake...

breathe a breath of fresh air..it'll make you feel better...

i know of a land

with crystal waters

and golden sand

where time is only

a thing of the past

falling down

there is none

do not drown

save yourself

from the grave

broken glass

paints your name

sidewalk chalk

in all but red

color the sky

colorless they die

hanging overedge

praying

tied hands

behind your back

railroad tracks

foggy woods

snow falls

with the gun

pointed to your heart

but there's

no need to

shoot

your already broken

but you'd be

better off

dead

is there really

a point

dear God

you want to be saved

the jet plane flys

the sky cries

for the return

of You

am i hearing voices...or is that just the telephone?

talk to me...

i knew there were two t's

have you ever done something that you hadn't realized you did?
have you ever wished for something you couln't have?
my wish list: i wish for...

• a good nights sleep
• a reason to love
• a person to love
• a sercurity to keep
• a time to share
• a new way of life
• a inexpensive need to stop
• a piece of evidence
• a peaceful community
• a reason for this to end

the violence in the greater toronto area is growing. eariler today i hear of the 68th homicide this year. not only that but why? people are buying guns not for protection but because they think its cool or because everyone else is buying them.

a shooting last night in a church. how sick are these people! first off killing and then coming in the house of God and open firing on the people there. sick and wrong.

at the argo game today..a donation was made to stop the violence in toronto. over $55 thousand dollars to stop the pain and suffering. but its never going to stop. no matter how much money is donated..whats it gonna do?..here have some money to buy more guns and kill more people!

just thought i'd say that

and by the way..how am i involved?

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately...and i have found something out...
im
a
jerk

i havent been myself...don't ask me why...
cause i dont even know...
it feels weird...
you think you know someone...but then...they go and do something totally unexpected..
you feel like an idiot for not realizing earlier and you wish that you could turn back time and change the past. but thats not possible..its impossible...sometimes things just dont go your way...people act in the way that was totally unexpected
thats what ive been feeling
its like someone elses

lifestyle

it just doesnt work for me

i have to stop what ive been doing

and if anyone

can tell me

what it is

that would be appreciated

music makes me think

last night was the worst night of my life...since i was 7...but thats another story

3 hours really does absolutly nothing for you

sleep comes with time...which i ran out of...

but now i think i could use some sleep....

not that i'll fall asleep for another 6 hours...

but thats expected

so

for

now

i

think

i'll

shutup

Perhaps - Greg Sczebel

Seems like I'm the only one who understands
Where I'm coming from - maybe I'm wrong
I crawl beneath a moonless sky
Trying to connect the hurt with why
And the tears don't cease to come
So I give it one more shot, I cast my final lot
God, maybe You can understand
What I'm going through

Have You ever hurt so bad before
You could not feel the floor beneath Your feet?
And have you ever cried so long
The tide swept You away like a song that was bittersweet?
Do You understand, do You think You can relate?
Maybe this reminds You of another time or place
Perhaps Gethsemane

I could have sworn, as I lay warm in my bed
I could hear Your heart break for me
And You did not hesitate to take this pain away
You throw Your arms around me like a robe
Hold me close to let me know I'm not alone anymore
And You tell it like it is, like it was yesterday
And I just can't believe my ears as I hear You say...

Do you think that I'd forget
The kiss of death that was left on My face?
Do you think I did not hear the people mock
The soldiers sneer on that day?
Do you think that I don't cry
When the very world for which I died
Just tries to wipe My name from history?
Child, it reminds Me of Gethsemane

Do you think that I'm immune
To the pain you put Me through
When you close your heart and walk away
And disregard the price I paid?
Do you think that I didn't cry all day?

You see you're not the only one
Who understands where you're coming from
I've been there all along

Monorail

Lyle Lanley: Well, sir, there's nothing on earth

Like a genuine,Bona fide,Electrified,Six-car

Monorail!

What'd I say?

Ned Flanders: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: What's it called?

Patty+Selma: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: That's right! Monorail!

[crowd chants `Monorail' softly and rhythmically]

Miss Hoover: I hear those things are awfully loud...

Lyle Lanley: It glides as softly as a cloud.

Apu: Is there a chance the track could bend?

Lyle Lanley: Not on your life, my Hindu friend.

Barney: What about us brain-dead slobs?

Lyle Lanley: You'll be given cushy jobs.

Abe: Were you sent here by the devil?

Lyle Lanley: No, good sir, I'm on the level.

Wiggum: The ring came off my pudding can.

Lyle Lanley: Take my pen knife, my good man.

I swear it's Springfield's only choice...Throw up your hands and raise your voice!

All: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: What's it called?

All: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: Once again...

All: Monorail!

Marge: But Main Street's still all cracked and broken...

Bart: Sorry, Mom, the mob has spoken!

All: Monorail!

Monorail!

Monorail!

[big finish]

Monorail!

Homer: Mono... D'oh!

when will it come...

now
you wish
later
you knew
sometime
was then
somewhere
is out there
tomorrow
will never come
people
will always die
people
will never really die
you
will always
be
with me
today
came yesterday
yesterday
is gone
goodbye
is all they say

about that...

so today was the first day of the rest of my life
its been strange
that life of mine
thanksgiving was this past weekend
and yes
i love turkey
strange
no i dont think so
there are others like me
i think
i hope
cause then i would be alone
all alone
and that would just suck
but anyways
fall is upon us
and we all know that coming the end of this month
october that is
the leaves will be gone
as will the nice weather we've been having
which is somewhere
i dont know where
then winter will be upon us
the cold
the snow
the ice
the hockey
the hot chocolate
the skiing
and best of all
christmas
but thats still yet to come
as for now
i will remain here
yet still wondering
i remain truly yours
me

friends are those rare people
who ask how we are
and then wait to hear the answer.

so what's the speed of dark?

no more mistakes...life will carry on without you...they know that what could have been will now never be...



please be with them.....

Our greatest battles are that with our own minds.

Stare Straight Into The Sun - Thrice

I sit here clutching useless lists
Keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls

Tear into the history
Show me what it means to me
In this world yah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
Until I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
Study saints and scholars both
But no perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
yah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind

I know that there's a point I missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like

I'm due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind x2