Thursday, June 16, 2005

Colorblind

tara this is for you..haha lol..and everyone else out there...if there is anyone else..

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Greenday

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Chorus

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Repeat Chorus

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Fourteen years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.[x3]

Monday, May 30, 2005

sometimes when you love someone...you have to learn to let them go

Friday, May 27, 2005

Hidden Sun

Suddenly
Things become unsound
Stumbling
On the shaky ground
Given arrows to shoot tornados down
Shoot them down
To the ground
Saw a falling leaf
Good luck - jump to grab
Much to our surprise
A butterfly
And it’s sunkeness
In duration
In duration
In our lives
Chorus
Inside oursleves
A hidden sun
That burns and burns
Never does any harm to anyone
Shivering Madly
in the dark
Like an animal
Abandoned in the car park
Then she held me
And then she showed me
The beauty of
The human heart
Repeat Chorus
A hidden sun
That burns and burns
But never does any harm to anyone
Anyone
Oooh anyone
Hidden sun (Sun)
Hidden sun
Oooh
(Sun)
(Sun)
(Sun)
(Sun)
(Sun)

Monday, May 23, 2005

LifeHouse-You and Me

You and Me-Lifehouse

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

Friday, May 06, 2005

'Oh you did not just do that'.....ROSE FACE!!!!!!!
The 'Haggler', the 'Lurker', and last but not least 'Coach Z'.....'You said you'd bake us a cake'....

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sometimes it makes me wonder......

Saturday, April 23, 2005

30 years from now it's not going to matter what shoes you wore, how your hair looked, or the pair of jeans you bought...What will matter is what you learned and how it helped you to get where you are...
God made family to comfort...but he made friends to understand...
You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel...

Forward Motion-Relient K

whoa-o...i've been banging my head against the wall whoa-o...for so long it seems i knocked it down, yeah it got knocked down whoa-o...and the heating bill went through the roof whoa-o...and the wall i knocked down was the proof that my landlord needed to kick me out i got evicted now i'm living on the street my spirits lifted...oh wait, that wasn't me too many turns have turned out to be wrong this time i learned that, i knew it all along when car crashes occur then i'll be what you were when i see what i should when i see that it's good (that it's good) to experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush my teeth experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush my teeth cause i struggle with forward motion i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion cause forward motion is harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again it's harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again whoa-o...i've been banging my head against the wall whoa-o...for so long it seems i got knocked out. yeah, i got knocked out cold whoa-o...and the medical bills went through the roof whoa-o...and the scar on my head is the proof that i'll still remember this when i get old i got evicted now i'm living on the street

my spirits lifted...oh wait, that wasn't me too many turns have turned out to be wrong this time i learned that, i knew it all along when i grasp the concept then i'll sleep where you slept when i know i need help when i allow myself (allow myself) to experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush your teeth experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush your teeth cause i struggle with forward motion i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion cause forward motion is harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again it's harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again cause i struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion [in background:] (cause forward motion is harder than it sounds. well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again cause forward motion is harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again) cause i struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion

Who I am Hates Who I've Been-Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise: Coming up over the pacific: And you might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics: Cause I don't want you to know where I am: Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been: And this is no place to try and live my life Stop right there: That's exactly where I lost it: See that line: Well I never should've crossed it: Stop right there: Well I never should've said that: It's the very moment that I wish that I couldtake back

I'm sorry for the person I became: I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change: I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again: Cause who I am hates who I've been: Who I am hates who I've been I talked to absolutely no one: Couldn't keep to myself enough: And the things bottled inside had finally begun: To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up And I heard the reverberating footsteps: Synching up to the beating of my heart: And I was positive that unless: I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again: Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been: And this is no place to try and live my life Who I am hates who I've been: And who I am will take the second chance you gave me: Who I am hates who I've been: Cause who I've been only ever made m

Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional

Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated, I am

{Chorus}

Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intention Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me So isolated, so motivated I am certain now that I am

{Chorus}

So turn Up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment for forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'll be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

My hopedangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption...
You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
~Buddha~
There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.
~Buddha~
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
~Buddha~
There are five things which no one is able to accomplish in this world: first, to cease growing old when he is growing old; second, to cease being sick; third, to cease dying; fourth, to deny dissolution when there is dissolution; fifth, to deny non-being.
~Buddha~
Just as treasures are uncovered from the earth, so virtue appears from good deeds, and wisdom appears from a pure and peaceful mind. To walk safely through the maze of human life, one needs the light of wisdom and the guidance of virtue.
~Buddha~
In a controversy the instant we feel anger we have already ceased striving for the truth, and have begun striving for ourselves.
~Buddha~