i can't stand mondays!

came in second in the london tournament..not to bad for missing our top scorer..and losing 4 players in the first game...


oh well..can't win them all..

news flash:
www.waiting-for-tomorrow.blogspot.com is missing and cannot be found

if you have any information on the where abouts of it, please notify brent or call 1-800-crap
because this is crap...basically..

so anyways..enough with the drama

i was watching daddy day-care (movie for all you who don't know) and i find it striking the fact that charlie hinton (eddie murphy) doesn't even know his own kid...he's to busy at work..doing whatever to even pay attention to his son..

it's kinda like how things work these days

we're all to busy and rushed to just stop and think things out...to figure them out and solve our problems...

so just stop and smell the flowers..please..for your own sake...

breathe a breath of fresh air..it'll make you feel better...

i know of a land

with crystal waters

and golden sand

where time is only

a thing of the past

falling down

there is none

do not drown

save yourself

from the grave

broken glass

paints your name

sidewalk chalk

in all but red

color the sky

colorless they die

hanging overedge

praying

tied hands

behind your back

railroad tracks

foggy woods

snow falls

with the gun

pointed to your heart

but there's

no need to

shoot

your already broken

but you'd be

better off

dead

is there really

a point

dear God

you want to be saved

the jet plane flys

the sky cries

for the return

of You

am i hearing voices...or is that just the telephone?

talk to me...

i knew there were two t's

have you ever done something that you hadn't realized you did?
have you ever wished for something you couln't have?
my wish list: i wish for...

• a good nights sleep
• a reason to love
• a person to love
• a sercurity to keep
• a time to share
• a new way of life
• a inexpensive need to stop
• a piece of evidence
• a peaceful community
• a reason for this to end

the violence in the greater toronto area is growing. eariler today i hear of the 68th homicide this year. not only that but why? people are buying guns not for protection but because they think its cool or because everyone else is buying them.

a shooting last night in a church. how sick are these people! first off killing and then coming in the house of God and open firing on the people there. sick and wrong.

at the argo game today..a donation was made to stop the violence in toronto. over $55 thousand dollars to stop the pain and suffering. but its never going to stop. no matter how much money is donated..whats it gonna do?..here have some money to buy more guns and kill more people!

just thought i'd say that

and by the way..how am i involved?

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately...and i have found something out...
im
a
jerk

i havent been myself...don't ask me why...
cause i dont even know...
it feels weird...
you think you know someone...but then...they go and do something totally unexpected..
you feel like an idiot for not realizing earlier and you wish that you could turn back time and change the past. but thats not possible..its impossible...sometimes things just dont go your way...people act in the way that was totally unexpected
thats what ive been feeling
its like someone elses

lifestyle

it just doesnt work for me

i have to stop what ive been doing

and if anyone

can tell me

what it is

that would be appreciated

music makes me think

last night was the worst night of my life...since i was 7...but thats another story

3 hours really does absolutly nothing for you

sleep comes with time...which i ran out of...

but now i think i could use some sleep....

not that i'll fall asleep for another 6 hours...

but thats expected

so

for

now

i

think

i'll

shutup

Perhaps - Greg Sczebel

Seems like I'm the only one who understands
Where I'm coming from - maybe I'm wrong
I crawl beneath a moonless sky
Trying to connect the hurt with why
And the tears don't cease to come
So I give it one more shot, I cast my final lot
God, maybe You can understand
What I'm going through

Have You ever hurt so bad before
You could not feel the floor beneath Your feet?
And have you ever cried so long
The tide swept You away like a song that was bittersweet?
Do You understand, do You think You can relate?
Maybe this reminds You of another time or place
Perhaps Gethsemane

I could have sworn, as I lay warm in my bed
I could hear Your heart break for me
And You did not hesitate to take this pain away
You throw Your arms around me like a robe
Hold me close to let me know I'm not alone anymore
And You tell it like it is, like it was yesterday
And I just can't believe my ears as I hear You say...

Do you think that I'd forget
The kiss of death that was left on My face?
Do you think I did not hear the people mock
The soldiers sneer on that day?
Do you think that I don't cry
When the very world for which I died
Just tries to wipe My name from history?
Child, it reminds Me of Gethsemane

Do you think that I'm immune
To the pain you put Me through
When you close your heart and walk away
And disregard the price I paid?
Do you think that I didn't cry all day?

You see you're not the only one
Who understands where you're coming from
I've been there all along