Headed for a cliff.

It's one of those nights. You don't want to sleep 'cause then you know the week will begin, when in fact, it began 3 days ago. Well, let's get going.

Turn It Off - Paramore

I had a fun weekend. Sometimes I froze myself to the bone, but I still had a good time. It's always a weird feeling when you've had certain traditions your whole life, for example thanksgiving, and then you're pulled headlong into something completely different and new. It can be a great time.

I celebrated 2 years today (well technically yesterday now). It's definitely been 2 of the best years of my life, and I honestly can't wait for it to continue. I still find it crazy how fast it went by and how many things have happened. Many memories, many bruises (don't take that the wrong way), but I'm still in love. Amazing.

Something I wrote during the summer, just to fill up this "post".

I could use a vacation myself
stuck in the line for days
I'm a deer in the headlights
drowning in the light of the world

No, I won't be missing you
missing you, missing you
I want to, but I won't be
missing you, missing you, missing you

I'm running from everything you said I'd become
the gray in your hair still shows me what I could be
But my eyes are so tired
and I think I could use a vacation myself

No, I won't be missing you
missing you, missing you
I want to, but I won't be
missing you, missing you, missing you


I miss writing. I was thinking about that today. I hate how I'm so focused on school work and sports and my free time is all tied up in homework or practices. I wish I could have more free time to write short stories or songs or just write anything that's on my mind. It's frustrating at times.

So I guess that's what brought me back her tonight. Writing this shit of a post is my drug; my secret fix in the daily schemes of things. I can get my high right in the middle of the public eye, and nobody has to know but myself.

Well, myself and the little hedonistic devil that lives inside of me. I love that guy!


Cheers.



P.s. Here are some tunes.

Brand New Eyes (the entire album) - Paramore
Who Says - John Mayer
Belle of the Boulevard - Dashboard Confessional
Dakota - A Rocket to the Moon
Radio - He Is We
Give It All - He Is We
Wildfire - Mark Beasley
Loraine - Mark Beasley

Simple ignorance.

I like the simplicity of it all.

"Ignorance is your new best friend".



More to come soon.