Meet me down behind our old school

These clicking machines
they don't mean anything to me
'cause I'm the one who needs me to please her
when she's so fucking high

And no I don't mind
but I'd rather you die
so I'm stepping away from the edge
this mind's not made for drowning

So if I could fly into my dreams
and find the truth in the world around me
well then I would finally figure out
in what I believe


..this is what happens at night..

be back soon,

stickier than water

Welcome to the Carnival

I met you at the carnival
there were lights strewn about
all the children laughing
made us dance under the diamonds

Way up in the sky
they left a blinding reflection
of your beautiful face
in my eyes
in my eyes

I don't know who to turn to
and I don't know where to run
but I know when things concern you
that I will pull on through
and I will pull on through

We rode the ferris wheel
deep into the night
we sat on the top of the world
we were so damn high

And our dreams, they were captured
in the blazing ring of fire
as we sat on top of the world
and we stood on top of the world

But I don't know who to turn to
and I don't know where to run
but I know when things concern you
that I will pull on through
and I will pull on through

[I wanted to write something simple, and this came out in two nights. I guess it's mostly completed, and I am happy with out it turned out. Maybe it'll get some tuning when I actually care more.]

Side note:
I've been trying to read the Bible more lately, but every time I pick it up and start opening it, I get this feeling of failure. I can't even get to the point of opening the damn thing before I realize what a shitty excuse for a Christian I actually am. Maybe somebody up there is trying to tell me something.

Side side note:
I'm doing it for you, not me. It's one of those occasions where one person gives up their time and enjoyments for the enjoyment of the other person.
So yeah, it's all for you.

Welcome to my mindset from the past week,

The Carnival