And through the sleeplessness.

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away

Sideways - Citizen Cope







Sometimes I wonder why.

Cold Shower's in Hot Weather

hi everyone!


man, everything's so backwards. i actually thought i grew out of everything here, but i really don't think i want to. but i think i did, which isn't cool. how come time is never on my side? how come the amount of time i use to figure things out in my head, is the time that i can never get back?

damn past, damn you past!

i think i'm loving the warm weather. it means i can wear sandals again. like i did almost 2 months ago, when we walked along the beach holding hands, with the sunset behind us, and you told me things i didn't want to hear. but part of that's a lie, and i know it.

i want to be a superhero. either that or i need a hero, either would be nice.

if i were to write an album right now, the tracklisting would be:

1. It Should Have Been Me
2. My Fault
3. Imaginary Heroes
4. Confusion is a Cold Shower

look! i just made an EP..i guess that increases my coolness level a whole bunch!

if i could describe how i'm feeling with one song it would be:

Human - Jon McLaughlin

listen to it!

oh, and John "J.D." Dorian, i know how you feel.