it's quiz time...



http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=127931&first=yes


get your personality checked...

don't you think it's great to get things for less?

maybe how about we don't worry about that and think about those who don't get anything at this time of year or hardly ever..

first day of freedom..

feels good doesn't it..aside from the sharp pain deep inside...
i don't know what it is..it could be many things..lonliness..sadness..madness..any other emotion..
but there's one that i know for sure its not..freedom



why dear God?

santa clause is coming to town
tis' the season to be jolly
ruldolf the rednose reindeer
jingle bells, jingle bells
away in a manger

isn't christmas time wonderful?

tis' better to give than to receive

i give you my love..and hope you receive it with care

i hope to live for the new year..

i hope to live for a long time

candycanes and sugarplums

snowfalls slowly on the ground..

makes me want to skate

i think i will



bye

guitar strings broken
out of tune
as the dust settles

here are 2+1 questions i have for you:

1. Ask yourself: Why am I the way I am?

....and don't give me some obvious answer that everyone would say.."because that's the way i am"...seriously..come on people

2. Ask yourself: Is this what I really want?

....i don't know it's your answer....

3. Ask yourself: Is this who I really am?

....is this me, or am I cheating myself out of someone or something I'm not...

and out of curiosity...

what is the flight speed of a swallow?

"If toast always lands butter-side down, and cats always land on their feet, what happens if you strap toast on the back of a cat and drop it?"

funny thing there..

oh and by the way

"It doesn't matter what temperature the room is; it's always room temperature"

too true..



now about things...
things are:

accidental

beautiful

crappy

dishonest

effective

fun

good

honky dory (my mom just said that...i am no longer talking to her)

intelligent

joyous

kinky

lovely

mutinous

new

opaque

precious

quirky

religous

stupid

truthful

useless

vicious

wonderful

x...im lost for this one

yucky

zippy

those things are..causing multiple lacerations

minus the multiple

but keep the lacerations

not all bad though

just lacerations

i love these things im in

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me

See the market place in old Algier
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when your dream appears
You belong to me

And I’ll be so alone without you
Maybe you’ll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me

And I’ll be so alone without you
Maybe you’ll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me




what am i saying here...oh wait thats not me...

i can't stand mondays!

came in second in the london tournament..not to bad for missing our top scorer..and losing 4 players in the first game...


oh well..can't win them all..

news flash:
www.waiting-for-tomorrow.blogspot.com is missing and cannot be found

if you have any information on the where abouts of it, please notify brent or call 1-800-crap
because this is crap...basically..

so anyways..enough with the drama

i was watching daddy day-care (movie for all you who don't know) and i find it striking the fact that charlie hinton (eddie murphy) doesn't even know his own kid...he's to busy at work..doing whatever to even pay attention to his son..

it's kinda like how things work these days

we're all to busy and rushed to just stop and think things out...to figure them out and solve our problems...

so just stop and smell the flowers..please..for your own sake...

breathe a breath of fresh air..it'll make you feel better...

i know of a land

with crystal waters

and golden sand

where time is only

a thing of the past

falling down

there is none

do not drown

save yourself

from the grave

broken glass

paints your name

sidewalk chalk

in all but red

color the sky

colorless they die

hanging overedge

praying

tied hands

behind your back

railroad tracks

foggy woods

snow falls

with the gun

pointed to your heart

but there's

no need to

shoot

your already broken

but you'd be

better off

dead

is there really

a point

dear God

you want to be saved

the jet plane flys

the sky cries

for the return

of You

am i hearing voices...or is that just the telephone?

talk to me...

i knew there were two t's

have you ever done something that you hadn't realized you did?
have you ever wished for something you couln't have?
my wish list: i wish for...

• a good nights sleep
• a reason to love
• a person to love
• a sercurity to keep
• a time to share
• a new way of life
• a inexpensive need to stop
• a piece of evidence
• a peaceful community
• a reason for this to end

the violence in the greater toronto area is growing. eariler today i hear of the 68th homicide this year. not only that but why? people are buying guns not for protection but because they think its cool or because everyone else is buying them.

a shooting last night in a church. how sick are these people! first off killing and then coming in the house of God and open firing on the people there. sick and wrong.

at the argo game today..a donation was made to stop the violence in toronto. over $55 thousand dollars to stop the pain and suffering. but its never going to stop. no matter how much money is donated..whats it gonna do?..here have some money to buy more guns and kill more people!

just thought i'd say that

and by the way..how am i involved?

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately...and i have found something out...
im
a
jerk

i havent been myself...don't ask me why...
cause i dont even know...
it feels weird...
you think you know someone...but then...they go and do something totally unexpected..
you feel like an idiot for not realizing earlier and you wish that you could turn back time and change the past. but thats not possible..its impossible...sometimes things just dont go your way...people act in the way that was totally unexpected
thats what ive been feeling
its like someone elses

lifestyle

it just doesnt work for me

i have to stop what ive been doing

and if anyone

can tell me

what it is

that would be appreciated

music makes me think

last night was the worst night of my life...since i was 7...but thats another story

3 hours really does absolutly nothing for you

sleep comes with time...which i ran out of...

but now i think i could use some sleep....

not that i'll fall asleep for another 6 hours...

but thats expected

so

for

now

i

think

i'll

shutup

Perhaps - Greg Sczebel

Seems like I'm the only one who understands
Where I'm coming from - maybe I'm wrong
I crawl beneath a moonless sky
Trying to connect the hurt with why
And the tears don't cease to come
So I give it one more shot, I cast my final lot
God, maybe You can understand
What I'm going through

Have You ever hurt so bad before
You could not feel the floor beneath Your feet?
And have you ever cried so long
The tide swept You away like a song that was bittersweet?
Do You understand, do You think You can relate?
Maybe this reminds You of another time or place
Perhaps Gethsemane

I could have sworn, as I lay warm in my bed
I could hear Your heart break for me
And You did not hesitate to take this pain away
You throw Your arms around me like a robe
Hold me close to let me know I'm not alone anymore
And You tell it like it is, like it was yesterday
And I just can't believe my ears as I hear You say...

Do you think that I'd forget
The kiss of death that was left on My face?
Do you think I did not hear the people mock
The soldiers sneer on that day?
Do you think that I don't cry
When the very world for which I died
Just tries to wipe My name from history?
Child, it reminds Me of Gethsemane

Do you think that I'm immune
To the pain you put Me through
When you close your heart and walk away
And disregard the price I paid?
Do you think that I didn't cry all day?

You see you're not the only one
Who understands where you're coming from
I've been there all along

Monorail

Lyle Lanley: Well, sir, there's nothing on earth

Like a genuine,Bona fide,Electrified,Six-car

Monorail!

What'd I say?

Ned Flanders: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: What's it called?

Patty+Selma: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: That's right! Monorail!

[crowd chants `Monorail' softly and rhythmically]

Miss Hoover: I hear those things are awfully loud...

Lyle Lanley: It glides as softly as a cloud.

Apu: Is there a chance the track could bend?

Lyle Lanley: Not on your life, my Hindu friend.

Barney: What about us brain-dead slobs?

Lyle Lanley: You'll be given cushy jobs.

Abe: Were you sent here by the devil?

Lyle Lanley: No, good sir, I'm on the level.

Wiggum: The ring came off my pudding can.

Lyle Lanley: Take my pen knife, my good man.

I swear it's Springfield's only choice...Throw up your hands and raise your voice!

All: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: What's it called?

All: Monorail!

Lyle Lanley: Once again...

All: Monorail!

Marge: But Main Street's still all cracked and broken...

Bart: Sorry, Mom, the mob has spoken!

All: Monorail!

Monorail!

Monorail!

[big finish]

Monorail!

Homer: Mono... D'oh!

when will it come...

now
you wish
later
you knew
sometime
was then
somewhere
is out there
tomorrow
will never come
people
will always die
people
will never really die
you
will always
be
with me
today
came yesterday
yesterday
is gone
goodbye
is all they say

about that...

so today was the first day of the rest of my life
its been strange
that life of mine
thanksgiving was this past weekend
and yes
i love turkey
strange
no i dont think so
there are others like me
i think
i hope
cause then i would be alone
all alone
and that would just suck
but anyways
fall is upon us
and we all know that coming the end of this month
october that is
the leaves will be gone
as will the nice weather we've been having
which is somewhere
i dont know where
then winter will be upon us
the cold
the snow
the ice
the hockey
the hot chocolate
the skiing
and best of all
christmas
but thats still yet to come
as for now
i will remain here
yet still wondering
i remain truly yours
me

friends are those rare people
who ask how we are
and then wait to hear the answer.

so what's the speed of dark?

no more mistakes...life will carry on without you...they know that what could have been will now never be...



please be with them.....

Our greatest battles are that with our own minds.

Stare Straight Into The Sun - Thrice

I sit here clutching useless lists
Keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls

Tear into the history
Show me what it means to me
In this world yah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
Until I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
Study saints and scholars both
But no perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
yah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind

I know that there's a point I missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like

I'm due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And I wont close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind x2

This Time

I’m sure
Of yourself
You stand here righted now
We trouble lead you there

Last time
You fell and you hit hard
Your wounds have healed by now,
but you still see your scars, yeah.

But it’s not
The way it used to be right now
You’ve come so far
To just let this go, my friend.

Don’t go
out the

[Chorus]
Same way
you did the last time
You’ll break
When you fall on me
The same mistakes
You did all over
You got to believe in yourself

This time.

Live on
Live it up today
This life’s you cup
So drink it up, I say, yeah.

Say it’s mine!
So give it all up to me now.
And walk that line
Don’t let this go my friend.

Don’t go
out the

[Chorus]

This time,
This time...

Life’s your cup (x2)
Drink it up.

Life’s your cup, yeah
Life’s your cup, ooooo
[Chorus](x2)

This time...

The Homer Simpson Song (to the tune of The Flinstones)

Homer, Homer Simpson
he's the greatest guy in history
from the town of springfield
he's about to hit a chestnut tree

Hang him
from the chandelier
so that
he can't get all his duff beer

Homer, Homer Simpson
he's the dumbest guy in history
can't add 2+2 because
he's had a major surgery

Rudolf's Gun

Rudolf the rednose raindeer
had a very shiny gun
and if you ever saw him
you would turn around and run

All of the other raindeer
used to laugh and call him names
but then that mister rudolf
started playing his own little games

Then one stormy christmas eve
santa came to say
"rudolf with your gun so bright,
"won't you kill my wife tonight?"

Then everybody loved him
because mrs. clause was dead
and they raided her cookie jar
before they all went to bed

now is the time

now is the time..to write something new
havent said a thing
for and hour or two
now is the time

now is the time...to explain to you
what i should have said before
the things you thought were true
now is the time

i shouldnt have done what i did
it was all a big mistake
but now i know that its all over
all these stupid things







i made this up while i was watching tv..on the spot..yes it sucks...kinda random..but oh well

Colorblind

tara this is for you..haha lol..and everyone else out there...if there is anyone else..

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am fine

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Greenday

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Chorus

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Repeat Chorus

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Fourteen years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.[x3]

sometimes when you love someone...you have to learn to let them go

Hidden Sun

Suddenly

Things become unsound

Stumbling

On the shaky ground

Given arrows to shoot tornados down

Shoot them down

To the ground

Saw a falling leaf

Good luck - jump to grab

Much to our surprise

A butterfly

And it’s sunkeness

In duration

In duration

In our lives

Chorus

Inside oursleves

A hidden sun

That burns and burns

Never does any harm to anyone

Shivering Madly

in the dark

Like an animal

Abandoned in the car park

Then she held me

And then she showed me

The beauty of

The human heart

Repeat Chorus

A hidden sun

That burns and burns

But never does any harm to anyone

Anyone

Oooh anyone

Hidden sun (Sun)

Hidden sun

Oooh

(Sun)

(Sun)

(Sun)

(Sun)

(Sun)

LifeHouse-You and Me

You and Me-Lifehouse

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

'Oh you did not just do that'.....ROSE FACE!!!!!!!

The 'Haggler', the 'Lurker', and last but not least 'Coach Z'.....'You said you'd bake us a cake'....

Sometimes it makes me wonder......

30 years from now it's not going to matter what shoes you wore, how your hair looked, or the pair of jeans you bought...What will matter is what you learned and how it helped you to get where you are...

God made family to comfort...but he made friends to understand...

You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel...

Forward Motion-Relient K

whoa-o...i've been banging my head against the wall whoa-o...for so long it seems i knocked it down, yeah it got knocked down whoa-o...and the heating bill went through the roof whoa-o...and the wall i knocked down was the proof that my landlord needed to kick me out i got evicted now i'm living on the street my spirits lifted...oh wait, that wasn't me too many turns have turned out to be wrong this time i learned that, i knew it all along when car crashes occur then i'll be what you were when i see what i should when i see that it's good (that it's good) to experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush my teeth experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush my teeth cause i struggle with forward motion i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion cause forward motion is harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again it's harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again whoa-o...i've been banging my head against the wall whoa-o...for so long it seems i got knocked out. yeah, i got knocked out cold whoa-o...and the medical bills went through the roof whoa-o...and the scar on my head is the proof that i'll still remember this when i get old i got evicted now i'm living on the street

my spirits lifted...oh wait, that wasn't me too many turns have turned out to be wrong this time i learned that, i knew it all along when i grasp the concept then i'll sleep where you slept when i know i need help when i allow myself (allow myself) to experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush your teeth experience the bittersweet to taste defeat then brush your teeth cause i struggle with forward motion i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion cause forward motion is harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again it's harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again cause i struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion [in background:] (cause forward motion is harder than it sounds. well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again cause forward motion is harder than it sounds well everytime i gain some ground i gotta turn myself around again) cause i struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion cause i struggle with forward motion we all struggle with forward motion

Who I am Hates Who I've Been-Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise: Coming up over the pacific: And you might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics: Cause I don't want you to know where I am: Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been: And this is no place to try and live my life Stop right there: That's exactly where I lost it: See that line: Well I never should've crossed it: Stop right there: Well I never should've said that: It's the very moment that I wish that I couldtake back

I'm sorry for the person I became: I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change: I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again: Cause who I am hates who I've been: Who I am hates who I've been I talked to absolutely no one: Couldn't keep to myself enough: And the things bottled inside had finally begun: To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up And I heard the reverberating footsteps: Synching up to the beating of my heart: And I was positive that unless: I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again: Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been: And this is no place to try and live my life Who I am hates who I've been: And who I am will take the second chance you gave me: Who I am hates who I've been: Cause who I've been only ever made m

Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional

Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated, I am

{Chorus}

Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intention Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me So isolated, so motivated I am certain now that I am

{Chorus}

So turn Up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment for forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'll be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

My hopedangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption...

You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
~Buddha~

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.
~Buddha~

There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
~Buddha~

There are five things which no one is able to accomplish in this world: first, to cease growing old when he is growing old; second, to cease being sick; third, to cease dying; fourth, to deny dissolution when there is dissolution; fifth, to deny non-being.
~Buddha~

Just as treasures are uncovered from the earth, so virtue appears from good deeds, and wisdom appears from a pure and peaceful mind. To walk safely through the maze of human life, one needs the light of wisdom and the guidance of virtue.
~Buddha~

In a controversy the instant we feel anger we have already ceased striving for the truth, and have begun striving for ourselves.
~Buddha~

The world is full of evil, not because of those who do it, but because of those who look on and do nothing.....

For You

I have set aside everything I love
I have saved everything else for you
I cannot decide what this doubts made of
though I've thought over it through and through

In a book in a box high upon a shelf
in a locked and guarded vault
are the things I keep only for myself
it's your fate, but it's not your fault

Chorus
And for every useless reason I know
there's a reason not to care
if I hide myself wherever I go
am I ever really there?

There is nowhere else I would rather be
but I can't just be right here
an enigma wrapped in a mystery
or a fool consumed by fear?

Repeat Chorus

I will give you all I could ever give
though it's less than you will need
could you just forget if you can't forgive
all the things I cannot concede

Repeat Chorus

Trademark-Relient K

I think it might just be alright To leave what matters out of sight Old habits die hard holding onInevitable means it's never gone

[Bridge]

Told myself what I need to hear I think the point was very clear I showed me what we'd missed since we Slipped into inconsistency
It seems as if my ties with you get severed I cant seem to hold a thing together I just fall apart, cause that's my trademark

[Chorus]

It's my, my trademark move To turn my back on you It's my, my trademark move To realize I should improve
And sometime soon after that You'll see me come crawlin back
I'll kill the thing that turns me away Amputate the arm that will disobey Withdraw from everything that's hurting me Until you finish your work in me

[Bridge]

It seems as if my ties with you get severed I cant seem to hold a thing together I just fall apart, cause that's my trademark

[Chorus]

And sometime soon after that You'll see me come crawlin back
[Chorus x2]

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
~Buddha~

He who experiences the unity of life sees his own Self in all beings, and all beings in his own Self, and looks on everything with an impartial eye.
~Buddha~

Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.
~Buddha~

There is a great big world out there and after highschool it won't matter if you were most popular, the quarterback of the football team, prom queen, or the biggest nerd in school. Find out who you are and try not to be afraid of it...