Monday, November 14, 2005

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately...and i have found something out...
im
a
jerk

i havent been myself...don't ask me why...
cause i dont even know...
it feels weird...
you think you know someone...but then...they go and do something totally unexpected..
you feel like an idiot for not realizing earlier and you wish that you could turn back time and change the past. but thats not possible..its impossible...sometimes things just dont go your way...people act in the way that was totally unexpected
thats what ive been feeling
its like someone elses
lifestyle
it just doesnt work for me
i have to stop what ive been doing
and if anyone
can tell me
what it is
that would be appreciated
music makes me think
last night was the worst night of my life...since i was 7...but thats another story
3 hours really does absolutly nothing for you
sleep comes with time...which i ran out of...
but now i think i could use some sleep....
not that i'll fall asleep for another 6 hours...
but thats expected
so
for
now
i
think
i'll
shutup

7 comments:

Andy said...

canicanicanicanicani
getitgetitgetitgeit
outofoutofoutofoutf
my system
?
here.

Anonymous said...

sleep...dream...get some answers from dreams...it actually helps. almost to the point where its real

2.00 am...yes. thats the best time of night. 3.00 is just not a good number (i dont like the number 3) 4.00 is too close to suntime

Brent said...

let it all out...



cause now im good

Unconscious said...

good...? take it out on a streetlight with a big plank of wood...

Brent said...

ya pretty much...

Andy said...

...no...

Brent said...

maybe...