God is nowhere/God is now here.

I started having doubts tonight.

Of course, I always have doubts. We all always have doubts, but most of the time we supress them and forget about them.

They always say you should never repress your emotions.

I just mixed up "supress" and repress". Wait, are those the same? I'm not really sure and coincidentally, I don't really care.

I'm supposed to care now, about everything.

And I can't say I don't not care. I just used a double negative, now when was the last time that happened to me. Oh right, I remember. One year ago five days from now. Or was it six?

That brings me back to doubt. It's funny how everything works in a cycle. Funny in a not so funny way. God, right now is probably/most likely/definitely the one time I wish we didn't have any dandelions. They hurt my head.

What's the difference between dandelions and roses?

They both live, die, and are reborn. A cycle. I just got a picture of a red bicycle with it's paint melting off. Weird. Roses have thorns, but dandelions leave your fingers looking ______. Also, roses are used in every tragedy. And if there's one thing I've learned about life, it's that tragedy is too flattering.

Dandelions aren't flattering.

Always asking a question
And I don't want to know
Like the wind across strings
That had finally let go
And the people you love
But you didn't quite know
They're the places that you wanted to go

Oh, it should've been, could've been worse
Than you would ever know
Well, you told me about nowhere,
Well it sounds like someplace I'd like to go

Oh, it could've been, should've been
Worse than you would ever know
Well, the windshield was broken,
But I love the fresh air y'know

It was not the intention
But we let it all go
Well it messed up the function
And sure fucked up the flow
I hardly have people that I needed to know
'Cause you're the people that I wanted to know

Sometimes I think I have super powers, but then I realize I'm just another unsuccessful supervillain