Sunday, May 11, 2008

God is nowhere/God is now here.

I started having doubts tonight.

Of course, I always have doubts. We all always have doubts, but most of the time we supress them and forget about them.

They always say you should never repress your emotions.

I just mixed up "supress" and repress". Wait, are those the same? I'm not really sure and coincidentally, I don't really care.

I'm supposed to care now, about everything.

And I can't say I don't not care. I just used a double negative, now when was the last time that happened to me. Oh right, I remember. One year ago five days from now. Or was it six?

That brings me back to doubt. It's funny how everything works in a cycle. Funny in a not so funny way. God, right now is probably/most likely/definitely the one time I wish we didn't have any dandelions. They hurt my head.

What's the difference between dandelions and roses?

They both live, die, and are reborn. A cycle. I just got a picture of a red bicycle with it's paint melting off. Weird. Roses have thorns, but dandelions leave your fingers looking ______. Also, roses are used in every tragedy. And if there's one thing I've learned about life, it's that tragedy is too flattering.

Dandelions aren't flattering.

6 comments:

Ben said...

I like this post

kathleen said...

God is nowhere. God is now here. Where did I read this? In a book... ahhhh what book!!

Suppressing emotions... ahhhh. I think I have been doing that lately. Or at least trying to.

It seems like everyone has been having doubts lately.

Life does seem awful cyclic. I think about that quite a lot actually.

(kirstyn) said...

I'm wondering if this is how I will sound when I'm a month away from graduating high school

Anonymous said...

hahaha kirstyn. probably a lot worse. this is only a wee little bit of it;) jk.

Andy said...

hey nostradamus! by douglas coupland

but it's been around for a while before that too.

kathleen said...

ohhh okay! yeah that's where i read it!

ahh, see andy, you solve all my problems :).